Best Friend

What is a best friend. To me a best friend is a friend who knows everything about you and still loves you. They will always be there when you need them no matter what they are doing or where they are. They trust you and you trust them. When you have a tough decision to make in your life you call them for their advice just as they come to you. When you are sad or discouraged you to go to them because you know that they are the ones who can help lift your spirits. A best friend is sincerely interested in your life and what's going on and how you feel. Whenever anything exciting, sad, funny, or whatever happens you want to call them first and tell them. Just being around them doing nothing makes you happy. They hate to see you hurt and will do what they can to prevent it. If they could they would give you everything without batting an eye because they care so much for you. They are the person that loves you for the very things that make you feel awkward around others. They are the person you can be completely you around without fear of judgement or estrangement. Spending time with you and having the chance to talk to you it what they look forward to.

I love my best friend so very much, but my problem is that he hasn't been acting much like a friend lately. I know life is hard lately and he's tired so I really am trying so very hard to understand. I just that he feels the same way about me and I hope that I can be a best friend to him and just always be there for him, but it's just so hard when I feel like a nuisance to him. It's so very hard knowing that he doesn't come to me for comfort anymore. I feel like he is just done with me and that he's trying to avoid me. I feel like I've lost my best friend. I guess it's okay though because he's happy and has someone to comfort him when he's going through a rough time. At least he is happy.