Hypaethral

I get six hours of moving. She gets eight hours of fun. I get two days, him resting from stress. She gets four days once his rest is done. Themis, I beg you, balance your scales! Right this injustice and bring me equality! Themis, set your daughter on my plight! Call on Eunomia of good order! Themis you can't possibly see who is better! You're eyes are bound for good reason! Themis how could you see she is prettier? How could you see she is happier? Themis how could you know she's more selfless? How could you know she's more caring? To you, Themis, we are equal so make it so! Please end this ridiculous joke! Themis, how can you sit back as the scale tips? I beg you Themis, set them straight, set them level!

So... As shown in a previous (way previous) post, my primary love language is quality time. Well now that I have no friends no one really spends any quality time with me. No one really even acts like they want to spend quality time with me. Well as a result I occasionally feel unloved. Yup. My hours alone in my bedroom not even facebook chatting with anyone leave me feeling as though no one loves me. I would say this to someone, but you can't just say this to people or they feel bad and then just do it out of guilt. Luckily my blog is not a person so it doesn't feel bad. Although even if it were a person it wouldn't feel bad because it spends all of the quality time I want with me. My blog loves me and I love my blog. It's always here for me. "I love technology."

Last night I dreamed a beautiful dream. I dreamed that nothing had changed. I dreamed that I was home again. I dreamed that you would keep me safe. I dreamed that your arms were there. I dreamed that I was not alone. Then I woke, I felt the pain. I accepted reality. My dream would never be.

Hey I just realized that yesterday was my half birthday! Everyone send me half presents!

Well I don't really know what to write, but I need to write. This week has been lousy. I started my new job, but I a really hard time getting out of my old one. I'm dealing with fraudulent charges on my debit card so that's no good. My best friend and I have had a sort of a... disagreement? No that's not it. I don't know really what to call it. Anyway basically this week hasn't been the best of weeks and I've done my fair share of crying and such. However, yesterday I got to spend some time with my cousin Drea. This was probably the highlight of my week. Drea has this amazing ability to make me feel so much better no matter what is going on. She is so cheery and bubbly and full of life. We had a blast playing Payday, Rockband, and the ever hilarious drawing game. I really don't know why I don't spend more time with her. She is one of my most favorite people in the world. Thank you Drea for cheering me up and making me laugh so hard my

"Angel you might not believe me but more than wanting you with me I want you to be happy and if thats with someone else than so be it. Thats how I know I like you more than anyone before." "Why do you have to be so amazing?" "So you can be happy." ------------------ "I wake up early so someone else doesn't have to get up alone even if they don't know it" ------------------ He held her close in his arms. Her delicate frame shook with sobs in his arms. "What are you thinking Angel?" She looked up at him with tears pouring from her eyes, "I'm scared that once you get what you want you'll be gone." He pulled her head into his chest, "I promise I won't be gone. I can't leave." A sob erupted from her mouth, "Everyone betrays." "Not me. I promise I won't be gone. I can't leave you." "Why can't you." He caressed her brown hair, "Because I need you."

Here is my lullaby for you. May it lull you to sweet dreams. "Hush my love now don't you cry Everything will be all right Close your eyes and drift in dream Rest in peaceful sleep If there's one thing I hope I showed you If there's one thing I hope I showed you Hope I showed you Just give love to all Just give love to all Just give love to all Hold my love in my arms tight Every day you give me life As I drift off to your world Rest in peaceful sleep I know there's one thing that you showed me I know there's one thing that you showed me That you showed me Just give love to all Just give love to all Just give love to all Let's give love to all Let's give love to all Just give love to all Let's give love to all Just give love to all Let's give love to all" -Lullaby by Creed

"(Elphaba): I'm limited Just look at me - I'm limited And just look at you You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda So now it's up to you For both of us - now it's up to you... (Glinda): I've heard it said That people come into our lives for a reason Bringing something we must learn And we are led To those who help us most to grow If we let them And we help them in return Well, I don't know if I believe that's true But I know I'm who I am today Because I knew you... Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you I have been changed for good (Elphaba): It well may be That we will never meet again In this lifetime So let me say before we part So much of me Is made of what I learned from you You'll be with me Like a handprint on my heart And now whatever way our stories end I know you have re-written mine By bei