Writing in a Whisper

Well I haven't been the best of bloggers lately, but I plan to work on remedying that.  Anyway part of the problem I think is the topic of this post.  See the reason I started a blog was because I needed to vent my thoughts so I could clear my head.  Well I've started something that I like to call "Writing in a Whisper".  Basically all it is is writing really really incredibly small.  Here is how I described it when I first started. "I don't know why I'm writing so small.  Maybe I just don't want these thoughts to exist so I'm writing them very quietly."  After I had been writing for a while I wrote this: "I'm still writing in a whisper.  It really bothers me when people read over my shoulder, so if I write in a whisper and someone can still read it then God meant for them to read my whispers so that they can help me.  I think writing in a whisper is good.  By writing in a whisper you can get your innermost thoughts out without feeling exposed.  My thoughts travel from my brain, through my arm and into the ink of my pen.  The ink then spits the thoughts out onto the paper.  It's a good mind cleansing activity."  So basically I just write whatever I'm thinking, good or bad, in really tiny letters. It really feels good. No matter how repetitive my thoughts are I write them as many times as I need.  No matter how scatter brained and random my thoughts are it doesn't matter.  It feels good to get them out.  Anyway I'll try to get the more positive thoughts out on here.  We'll see though...